瞬白空间

我是一个很无趣的人，大部分的时间在家里。有时候从深夜至凌晨，一个人趴在窗台上抽烟，看着荒芜的深蓝天空。有人说：“白昼的时间总是有限。而黑夜却广阔无边。我的无数个夜晚，是持续地在空荡荡的房间或阳台上。不知道其他人在做什么。但我相信，总是有一些人，和我一样的醒着。无法入睡，也发不出声音。我一直要求自己做一个有同情心的人。因为我有一个带着创伤却无法示人的过去。我知道所谓的盲目的生活和找不到出路的痛苦。任何事物有缺陷才会完美。这是我的审美观。而我所选择的生活。那是一条流离所失的路途。有时候很美，有时候也让人恐惧。可是我的生活就是如此。幸福始终是一种幻觉。我们在幻觉中起伏。

----EMMA

Scarborough Fair

Are you going to Scarborough Fair?
Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

Remember me to one who lives there

For once she was a true love of mine

Have her make me a cambric shirt

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

ithout no seam nor fine needle work

And then she'll be a true love of mine

Tell her to weave it in a sycamore wood lane

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

And gather it all with a basket of flowers

And then she'll be a true love of mine

Have her wash it in yonder dry well

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

where water ne'er sprung nor drop of rain fell

And then she'll be a true love of mine

Have her find me an acre of land

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

Between the sea foam and over the sand

And then she'll be a true love of mine

Plow the land with the horn of a lamb

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

Then sow some seeds from north of the dam

And then she'll be a true love of mine

Tell her to reap it with a sickle of leather

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

And gather it all in a bunch of heather

And then she'll be a true love of mine

If she tells me she can't, I'll reply

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

Let me know that at least she will try

And then she'll be a true love of mine

Love imposes impossible tasks

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

Though not more than any heart asks

And I must know she's a true love of mine

Dear, when thou has finished thy task

Parsley, sage, rosemary and thyme

Come to me, my hand for to ask

For thou then art a true love of mine